Hello, I don’t know you and you don’t know me but what is clear is that I am me therefore you must be you. I used to have such a hard time with that. That being that other people exist and its not just me and everyone here is a figment of my imagination. I

Read More


So I fail at life. Of this I am painfully aware yet I keep trying, pressing on and failing more times. But then at least I keep trying to do things and not give up or play the mental health card. Maybe I should give up trying but then I think I haven’t failed at

Read More

Sertraline = Booo

So I started taking all my meds again. I stopped taking Sertraline in the hopes it would help to bring my weight down. Turns on the side effects are a bit too much for me to handle. I lasted two weeks. Maybe now isn’t the right time to come off them. Last night me and

Read More

Proper Post – Its a long one

Hi. Let me introduce myself, I’m Andy and this is my blog. I try and update it but fail quite often. If you are one of my friends, then I normally ‘moan’ at you on either Messenger or Skype when I’m on. You know when you have the urge to do something but can’t quite

Read More


I’ve been meaning to do an update for a while now. But as you can guess from the title, I never get round to it. Usually distracted by things, or generally being lazy. Things are ok at the moment. Mental health wise I’m just getting over a few bumps in the road and am starting

Read More


So So

So I’ve been staring at this blank screen for 15 minutes now and can’t find the urge to type. Not sure why. Used to love blogging. http://www.mentalhealth.com/home/dx/borderlinepersonality.html *sigh* See if I can do a post later tonight about it.

Something Witty Here

*sigh* I feel a bit disappointed in myself for not being able to muster up a post yesterday. I know I shouldn’t, doesn’t change anything though! I have been

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Hola. I’m still not 100%. Thoughts, eyes and such as somewhat uncoordinated causing a paranoia forcing me to keep my head down. Physically. Hopefully it will pass. It usually does, just makes life weird. Its like you are scared of anything & everything so you hide. Problem is, hiding causes a flair up in the

Read More


Hey. That’s all I managed to write yesterday, today is a bit better so I can write more. I’m currently in a manic cycle.I prefer these moods than low ones. I just need to be around people when I’m in this mood otherwise I tend to go a bit crazy. Not bad crazy but more

Read More